Twinkle twinkle little star..Where's my lucky star?
Maybe you will dont know what i mean..Well, lets tell you a story..beginning from a little boy called "shin jiunn".. haha...
He was actually not that smart as you thought.. took PTS, went in independent high school, passed all 6 years without repeating any 1 of those years to study, got a quite qualified UEC result and finally gone through IELTS and MUET examinations then succeeded to get into U to study medicine... I got all that..But sometimes, i am just wondering whether is there a lucky star, residing the sky above me, and give me luck always?
However, my little star abandoned me..Leave me alone in a white box..sometimes when i sitting inside,especially in the deep midnight, i will silently stare at the sky,try to search the star that belongs to me..but everytime when i stare, there are just dark and disapointment, with a crying moon hanging there, with loneliness and sorrow..
Ok, fact is, I took my CPR theory exam and I "thought" I will surely pass it but i FAILED... Honestly, i had work hard to study it and somemore the truth is, the questions that came out was so directly and i were answer them correctly at least 40/50..But? .....Some of my friends said that its just random failing..Sure, i was angry and upset when heard that.. Firstly is, WHAT A CRITERIA IS THAT? Gosh...
Second thing is, am i really that unlucky to be the "CHOSEN ONE"?
Today during the break time, someone announced that there was an updated passing list of CPR result to check.. beam of hope came into my life, and at that time i were really hope that god will give me one more chance.. and, yea.. finally I admitted two things.. 1. Maybe I were really answered so many wrong answers. 2. I have no more luck at all since now.. because..After double checked, I am still failed..
I am here not to blame that why I will fail this, fail that.. Just to share with you guys about things that happened on me and wanna tell you guys that.. I am really damped. Really need to take some times to heal it, thanks for your sweet, it helped but not the medicine for me, btw i still very X10 appreciate that what you've done to me.. Thank you.
Here to talk about one more thing..that..I think that i am really a person who believe fate..
I tried hard to try to access you to tell you all my things but fate didnt allow, I really hope you this best friend will listen to me and understand and give me any support that you can but, fate didnt allow.. even just now we had a talk, but..i dont know why, like we just cant reach a point of our channel.. Maybe that is fate, that we already reach the maximum? I dont know, but at least i am not willing to end at this point, my friend.. Really, i am not to blame on you for anything, i have my reasons and you have yours,maybe you are just tired or whatever.. Well, lets leave it to our karma...
Friends forever, happy together...
